Heidi Montag Pratt is sharing her heartbreak.
On Wednesday, Jan. 8, the fact TV star, 38, broke down in tears following the destruction of the Pacific Palisades residence she shares with husband Spencer Pratt.
“It actually simply is available in waves however I simply actually need to go residence,” Heidi stated by way of her tears in a TikTok video as she carried her son Ryker, 2.
“I need to see all my stuff and sit on my sofa,” she added. “I’m so homesick.”
Her caption additionally learn, “Lacking residence.”
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Heidi, who additionally shares son Gunner, 7, with Spencer, 41, then shared one other video about how the household evacuated from the hearth with minimal belongings.
“The craziest factor when packing for a fireplace is that you just’re mind simply freaks out,” she stated. “You’re like, ‘What do I would like? What do I not want?’ It’s so overwhelming.”
The mom of two added that she solely fled with two pairs of denims and two shirts.
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“I obtained a lot extra garments for the children,” she continued, including that “the primary factor is that we’re secure and obtained out.”
“Part of you simply desires to depart stuff and pondering like, ‘I’m coming again. You realize, ‘after all I’m coming again,’ ” she added whereas turning into emotional.
“Simply praying for everyone else who’s going by way of this and all my associates and family members,” she added. “Simply thank God we’ve got our well being and our youngsters and I do know that, simply attempting to deal with the gratitude.”
“It simply kinda is available in waves,” The Hills alum stated earlier than stating that, “God makes use of every part for good. I don’t know the way or why or something however I do know God makes use of every part for good.”
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Heidi’s updates come after Spencer shared a video on TikTok of their residence and surrounding areas burning in flames on Wednesday.
“Oh wow, it is again there!” Spencer stated within the clip. “For actual … let’s go!”
Following the information, Heidi shared a clip of herself crying whereas sat subsequent to her son, Ryker.
“So unhappy our home is gone,” she stated as Ryker appeared up and wiped his mom’s tears.
Spencer’s sister Stephanie Pratt, 38, additionally revealed that their mother and father’ residence had been destroyed within the wildfire.
“Simply heard my mother and father home has additionally burned down. No information on the standing of mine but. The entire city is flat. It is burning 2 soccer fields each 6 seconds. 0 % contained,” she wrote over a photograph of her showing tearful.
Over 80,000 individuals have thus far been displaced following the fires in Los Angeles. Stars who’ve misplaced their properties embrace Anna Faris, Leighton Meester and Adam Brody and Paris Hilton.
